Ok, I just sat here and read your entire blog from the beginning :-). I seen your post over at Steve's and that is what brought me here. I Love your blog!!! your humor cracks me up. Your sadness and pains fills my heart, because it reminded me of some things I have went through in my life. I'm an ex-Memphian BTW. East TN is my home now. I'm originally from Bama via Detroit MI. I hope your journey through this crazy train ride of life lets you off on a new path soon to more happiness and adventure. Hold on soon it will come to you, just what you'll need to do..:-) Have A Great Day !!